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I’ve Got Friends In Creative Places: Artist Spotlight on Jodie Bentley

9/7/2018

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I cannot think of a better interview to share this month, as back-to-school season kicks in. Jodie Bentley is truly a renaissance woman; the talented L.A. based actor is also a sharp producer, seasoned audiobook narrator and amazing career coach. Her work ethic is truly inspiring - she has two feature films and three TV series in development, in addition to her acting and teaching - as well as her dedication to the craft.

But that doesn't mean she doesn't know the importance of taking a well-deserved break. In her Artist Spotlight, Jodie shares what convinced her to make the move from NYC to L.A. permanent, how being busy actually enriches her acting, and how all her hustles seem to align with one another.  

Plus, you'll get a sneak peek of the positive motivation she offers actors in her new book. Read on, my friends.



How did you start acting?
When I was 10 years old back in New Bedford, MA, one of my friends was heading over to the local high school to audition for one of the children’s roles in "The Sound of Music." His mom asked my mom if I wanted to go along and audition as well. So I did - and I got cast! On opening night I was terrified. My first line was to simply say my character name — Marta. I didn't even recognize the sound that came out of my mouth, my voice literally dropped an octave from fear. After the first musical number was over, the audience applauded. From that sound, my body shifted into joy, and I was hooked. And I've never stopped. There was a time in high school that I wanted to be a cardiologist and applied to a handful of pre-med programs.  Then NYU accepted me early with a scholarship to their BFA acting program sooooo...yeah, that decided that.
 
What brought you to Los Angeles?
I started traveling to L.A. in 2010 with my company at the time, The Savvy Actor. Tim Phillips, an acting teacher I greatly respect, had convinced me to take my acting business intensive out west. He filled a room full of actors to hear me speak at a free seminar where I talked about branding and marketing, and 2 hours later, 10 people had signed up for my weekend intensive. Guess I was coming back to L.A. :)

Once that ball started rolling, I was traveling to L.A. from NYC  4-5 times a year until I made the plunge to live in the sunshine full time in July of 2013. In January 2013, I had started producing and produced a film in Los Angeles. That was what really solidified the move for me, not just as a career coach and teacher, but as a producer and actor. Plus, I was in NYC for a long time pursuing musical theater. I was ready for a change. It took me a bit to admit that to myself, but once I did, 6 months later I was in L.A.

The life of an actor can be tough. Have you ever felt like giving up acting?
Giving up? No. Sobbing uncontrollably, drinking wine, punching my pillow, venting to my friends and husband on the frustrations of the biz and how hard it can be? Yes. I mean, of course I’ve thought about giving it up. We get to ask ourselves the tough questions to find the truth. I have other passions and do many things - audiobooks, teaching, career coaching, public speaking. Yet, it always comes back to being in front of the camera. When I am honest with myself, I know that is where I am meant to be.

What keeps you motivated to stay the course in a very challenging/competitive industry?
Two things: my clients and producing my own stuff.  I believe motivation falters when we feel like we’re alone. Through my coaching and mastermind groups, I am constantly in the presence of other actors with their wins and their struggles. The energy of that, the intimacy of that, the feeling of “I am the captain of this ship, and we will all succeed together!” - keeps me going. Big time.

On the other side of that, if I didn’t have my own projects I was developing and producing and shooting, I would probably go crazy. ;)  It is imperative to have a creative outlet, to keep performing, writing, directing, producing - whatever! Waiting by the phone for a call from your agent is not how careers get made.

Tell me about what you’re working on now.
Currently, I have two films in development that I am producing and acting in, one is a Tribeca Sloan Grant winner of 2016.  We are preparing to be in pre-production in January 2019. I  also have three TV series in development, a drama called Meltdown, a musical drama series String Lights, and a comedy called Is It Cheating If….. All of them at different stages of pitching.  I also was recently cast in an episode of Modern Family. A web series that I’m a series regular in, Blade of Honor, will be premiering this month.

What are some of your favorite ways to spend your time off?
Cuddling with the puppies and my husband watching Netflix. ;) I came into our marriage with one dog and my husband had two, so we have a dog squad of three - Sylvia, Tater Tot and Nugget.  I believe it is imperative to have some down time to replenish especially in this business. I love taking day trips to places in L.A. and beyond that I’ve never been to. Travel is a huge part of my life. Anyone who knows me, knows I love wine tasting and game nights. Also, at the top of my list right now, is simply having an unstructured day. With all that I have going on, my week is pretty packed and scheduled tight. So when I can have a day that I set no alarm and stay in pajamas, it’s a little slice of heaven.

Who/What inspires you?
Vulnerability inspires me. Raising social consciousness through my art inspires me. Telling great stories about how we are all connected inspires me. My friends inspire me.  I find inspiration when I travel, meditate, connect with those I love and meet new people. Honestly, I feel inspired whenever I look at Netflix, Hulu, Freeform, Blue Pills or any other digital platform - there are so many people creating work! There are so many opportunities out there. That keeps me going.

What is your dream role?
A series regular role on a character driven legal drama as an obsessed lawyer fighting for justice and exposing the truth that runs FOREVER!!!!! Well, at least for 5 seasons. :)

Are there other things you enjoy pursuing?
I adore narrating audiobooks. I have 27 titles on Audible, and I have a blast doing that. I already mentioned teaching and being a career coach, as well as a producer. I’m also a self help book junkie, I love reading and listening to audiobooks by Brene Brown, Simon Sinek, Marianne Williamson, Michael A Singer, Malcolm Gladwell, etc. Digesting that material also supports me in being a better coach. I’m addicted to software and organization, and I love finding new ways of systemizing how I run my business.

Do you have any advice to young creative artists beginning their career?
Yes, I wrote a whole book all about that will be released this year called The Working Actors Business Guide:  How to Accelerate Your Career in the Digital Age. :)

Here’s what I feel compelled to say - there are a group of people we all call ‘they’ that ‘seem’ to have the ‘answers’ in this business. “They” say don’t call an office, “they” say don’t do drop bys to an agent,  “they“ say mailings don’t work, “they” say you need co-star credits to get guest star credits, “they” say you need co star credits to be considered for film,  - here’s what I have to say to that. It’s ALL bullshit! Who cares what “they” say! Yes, you are in a business, the acting business, AND it is an outside the box business. All the success stories that you hear about and love didn’t happen because actors listened to the imaginary “they”. It happened because they played the game, but by their own rules. So my biggest advice is learn the game, learn the players then decide how you want to function in that.

Is there anything you’d like to share that I haven’t asked about?
If anyone tells you -  “If you can do something other than acting, then do it” - please just laugh in their face, thank them for their advice and walk away! There are MANY people who are saboteurs. They gave up on their own dreams and will unconsciously deter others from fulfilling their own. Not maliciously. It’s just too painful to see others have courage when they gave up. Never forget, YOU are an artist. Never forget, YOU have courage. Never forget, YOU are amazing and YOU get to trust and surrender to your path while being intentional in your action. Not many people have what it takes to actually pursue their dreams. It’s not for the faint of heart. I acknowledge you for your commitment to your passion. Also, be nice to EVERYONE. It just makes life so much nicer.

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Jodie Bentley is an LA-based actor, producer, audiobook narrator and career coach. A graduate of NYU’s Tisch School of the Arts with a BFA in Acting, she worked consistently in the NY theater/musical theater scene for years before moving to LA in 2013. AT that time, she switched gears into Film & TV as well as producing. Currently, she has three TV series in development as well as two films, one film being a Tribeca Sloan Grant winner of 2016. Jodie tells female driven stories that raise consciousness and connection through the lens of truth.
 
For the past 10 years, she has also been educating actors on their own personal truth in building a business plan through branding, marketing and sales fundamentals. Jodie is currently teaches the business of acting program at Studio School in Los Angeles. She has also created a best selling program called Reinventing Crowdfunding to teach other filmmakers how to raise money for their projects. She has taught workshops on all the above at SAG-AFTRA, Actors Equity, Comicon, Comikaze and over 50+ universities and training programs. She runs The Artists’ Mastermind Group and rounds out her schedule with a handful of one-on-one career coaching clients.
 
For more info on Jodie, to connect over social media or to sign up for her newsletter, go to www.jodiebentley.com. And you can sign up for her free webinar - Actor Mailings: How to maximize your results, money and time - by clicking here.



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I’ve Got Friends In Creative Places: Artist Spotlight on Jill Awbrey

7/10/2018

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Today is unofficially World Emoji Day, a "global celebration of emoji". If I had to pick an emoji for this month's Artist Spotlight, Jill Awbrey, it would be all hearts! ❤️❤️❤️  She has such a love for acting and all facets of the artistic process, which shows in her diverse resume.

In this month's interview, Jill talks about how she finds balance in her busy schedule, her role in an upcoming PSA commercial directed by Darren Aronofsky, and her second short film as a director-writer-producer-actress, “All We Have Left”.



How did you start acting?
I’ve been acting pretty much my whole life. I grew up spending as much of my time performing on stage as I could… acting, singing, dancing… but acting was always the thing I loved the most.

How do you handle the ups and downs of the industry?
I love acting. I just love the work. I love the intimacy of working in front of the camera. I love the connection of working with another actor. Whether it’s on set or in an audition room, I just love doing this work. If I could be acting on set every day, I would. So a few years ago I started directing, writing, and producing to create more opportunities to do just that. I have ambitious goals for my career. And the ups and downs will always be there. I just keep going back to my love of doing the work.
 
Tell me about what you’re working on now.
I recently finished shooting a principal role in a PSA commercial for director Darren Aronofsky. I’m not sure how much I can say about it before it starts airing… For now, I’ll just say that it was such an incredible opportunity to work with a director that I’ve always wanted to work with. I’m not sure you’ll be able to recognize me in it… the makeup was pretty extensive. But I absolutely loved working on it.

I’m also in the film “Let Them Die Like Lovers”, directed by Jesse Atlas, that has been screening at film festivals this year, including the Tribeca Film Festival and the Cleveland International Film Festival.  And I’m currently submitting my second short film as a director-writer-producer-actress to film festivals.
 
Tell me more about your new film “All We Have Left”.
“All We Have Left” is an intimate short film that follows a couple’s relationship on the five year anniversary of a school shooting. We shot the film over four days in and around my hometown of Reedley, California. One of my favorite things about filmmaking is finding talented actors that you haven’t heard of yet. This film was no exception. Edwin Modlin II and Don O. Knowlton and Hannah Awbrey give such lovely, authentic, and at times, heartbreaking performances. And I was fortunate to work with the insanely talented composer Harlan Hodges, who beautifully captured the feeling of this small rural town and the aching loneliness of the main characters.
 
How do you handle/approach directing and acting at the same time?
It’s definitely a balancing act. I’ve learned it’s so important to surround myself with a strong team. For “All We Have Left” that team included Kristina Kondrath and ReKon Productions, Brett Crowley, and Tracie Laymon. And we had a tiny crew that was so dedicated. Their unwavering hard work is what made it possible for me to direct and act.
 
What are some of your favorite ways to spend your time off?
I love to travel whenever possible. If I have a day off I usually spend it at the dog beach in Santa Barbara. In Los Angeles, some of my favorite things to do include seeing movies at the Arclight in Hollywood and walking around Descanso Gardens.
 
Who/What inspires you?
Movies, music, photography, art, poetry.
 
What is your dream role?
My favorite roles are in dark, intimate dramas and tragic romances. But as a little girl I used to run around with my cousins pretending we were the characters from Star Wars, so being in a Star Wars film would be absolutely incredible.
 
Do you have any advice to young creative artists beginning their career?
I’d share these words by Kayil York: “I never said it would be easy. I never said it wouldn’t hurt. I never said it wouldn’t take time. But I did say it would be the best thing you ever do. It’s worth it.”


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Jill Awbrey is an actress, director, writer, and producer. Jill recently played a principal role in a PSA commercial directed by Darren Aronofsky. Additional acting credits include “Let Them Die Like Lovers” (Official Selection – Tribeca Film Festival 2018), “Waiting for the Sun” (Cleveland International Film Festival 2016) and “Shiny Baby Goats” (Finalist: Series Fest Independent Pilot Competition 2018). Jill directed, wrote, produced, and stars in the short film “Abby Undone” which was part of the Cannes Court Metrage Short Film Corner in May 2017. Jill recently completed “All We Have Left” which is her second short film as a director-writer-producer-actress.

Connect with Jill on Instagram at @JillAwbrey and on her website at www.JillAwbrey.com.




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I’ve Got Friends In Creative Places: Artist Spotlight on Lenka Scott

4/23/2018

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This month's interview is with the positively lovely Lenka Scott, LA-based actress and health coach. She may be best known for a recurring role as Officer Lenka on Rizzoli & Isles.

Lenka shares some great tips for adjusting to the busy entertainment industry and how to maintain a healthy and happy work-life balance. She also discusses her charity work, her love of animals and her global adventures.


How did you start acting?
I started acting when I was in high school. I had to take a fine art and knew I wasn’t any good at drawing, so signed up for my first theatre class. I was absolutely blown away with how much I loved it that I auditioned for the musical that fall, “Little Shop of Horrors,” and was a part of the ensemble. Having the experience of a live audience is a feeling that words cannot explain properly. Needless to say, I was hooked. I decided that once I graduated high school, I would be pursuing a career in acting over my original choice, which was to become a doctor or veterinarian.  I graduated with a BA in Acting from the University of Arizona.

What brought you to Los Angeles?
I originally moved to LA with two friends right after we graduated from college but I was not prepared for how expensive the city was and how I would just be in survival mode rather than able to pursue my dream of a screen acting career. Therefore, I moved back to my home state of AZ for four years where I got my first agent, headshots, and first few commercial and print gigs. Once I felt I had a little more knowledge, I made the trek back to LA and have been here ever since (coming up on 9 years).  I know that my dream career is acting on screen and I happen to love living in the City of Angels.

The life of an actor can be tough. Have you ever felt like giving up acting?
Hah, too many times to count. There are days when I question my career choice as I am not where I expected to be at this point in my life. But every time I feel like giving up, I get a sign from the Universe that I am, indeed, exactly where I am meant to be. And I still love doing what I do, including the hustle, the auditions, the possibility of my big break being around the corner, that I realize I am still happier in the pursuit than any bad day ever makes me believe I need to stop.

What keeps you motivated to stay the course in a very challenging/competitive industry?
I’m pretty lucky that I’m surrounded by people who support me. My family and my boyfriend are my biggest cheerleaders and it makes the tough times easier to handle. I also love that I continue to stay challenged in classes I take (online and in person) that make me grow as an actress as well as within myself. I’m very much into self-help and realize that meditation, mantras and visualizations keep me in a positive space and give me the ability to forge ahead in this crazy industry. And truth be told, as a Taurus, I’m a bit stubborn and unless I’m no longer having fun pursuing this career, no one else is going to get me to quit.

Tell me about what you’re working on now.
I’m actually just starting to get back into the acting game. I took about a year off (though I was still taking classes) because I was in school to become a health coach. Though in that time, I’ve been on set regularly as I do a lot of stand-in work and background. I just signed with my new manager, Kristina Sutton of Focused Artists, and am currently getting myself prepared for starting a new 42 Day Book-A-Job-Challenge (Dallas Travers’ program) to get back in the game and remind people I’m still around. I feel so much more prepared for going out on auditions after taking Bill Coelius’ Commercial 101 class so I’m really excited for the opportunities around the corner.

What are some of your favorite ways to spend your time off?
I love to do so many things. First and foremost, I have a 15 ½ year old dog named Sadie who I spend as much time with as possible. My boyfriend and I love this time of year because we go to the movies to see everything nominated for an Academy Award, including all foreign films and all of the shorts. I also love to hike (I try to find new hikes around Los Angeles but I mostly go to Fryman Canyon). I have rediscovered my love of books and am currently in the middle of about 4. I also love to travel. My boyfriend and I went on an incredible trip to Prague, Czech Republic and Paris, France this past summer. I truly can’t wait to take more trips and see the world. I’m incredibly interested in other cultures and want to experience as many as possible in my time here on this earth.

Who/What inspires you?
Oh so many things/people. There is an incredible foundation I support called The Animal Hope and Wellness Foundation where the founder goes into Asian countries and rescues animals from the dog meat trade. I volunteer there when I have free time. Anyone who gives of their time to rescue animals and the environment speaks to my heart. My mom is another person who inspires me and pushes me to become the best version of myself. She gave up her entire life and all that she knew when she escaped communism with three young girls to give us a better chance at life. I will be forever grateful for her sacrifice. I’m constantly inspired by movies, TV, theatre and artwork. I recently saw Hamilton at the Pantages and wow, I was just blown away. I also find inspiration outside in nature. I’ll stop there but the list is endless.

What is your dream role?
The lead in an indie film that makes someone feel like they’re not alone. I would love to make someone cry, whether they’re tears of joy or sadness, I want to know that they were moved. What I love about being an actress is taking on roles that remind people of the human condition, that we’re not alone in the challenges we face. Movies and music have really helped me through tough times in my life, when I’ve lost a loved one, etc. And if I can do that for someone else, that would be pretty awesome.

Are there other things you enjoy pursuing?
Yes, I am also a health coach. My company’s name is Wellness Czech and I look forward to getting that off the ground as well. I already have a couple of clients who have been getting great results from working with me and it’s a wonderful feeling to know I’m helping someone get their health back on track. We have nothing in this life if we don’t have our health. I have learned that the hard way as many of my family members have passed away from cancer. So anything I can do to help someone age gracefully and to make them appreciate and take care of the one body they’re going to get in this life, it’s a wonderful feeling. I would also love to have an animal sanctuary at some point in my life but for now I volunteer around animals whenever possible.

Do you have any advice to young creative artists beginning their career?
You have to believe in you, because if you don’t believe in yourself, why would anyone else? Never give up unless you are no longer happy pursuing your passion. Make sure you have a life you love outside of acting. The more whole you are, the better you’ll be able to handle the rejection that happens all too often in this career choice. Go be a reader in a casting office. This is truly one of the best experiences to get more comfortable in an audition room.  If you’re completely green, get on set doing background work so that you get comfortable with the process and know how a set runs, who you check-in with when you book that role, etc. And lastly, never stop learning. There is always more to learn. If you can’t afford to be in class, get your acting friends together regularly and practice, practice, practice. And for your own sanity, take up meditation and a daily gratitude practice.

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Lenka Scott is a Los Angeles based actress and health coach. She had a recurring role as Officer Lenka on Rizzoli & Isles.  Connect with Lenka and get updates on her acting career at www.lenkascott.com.

Do you need support prioritizing your own health and happiness? Schedule a health consultation with Lenka at info@wellnessczech.com and follow Wellness Czech here.

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I’ve Got Friends In Creative Places: Artist Spotlight on Ben Solenberger

1/31/2018

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We’re starting the new year off with an animated interview with Los Angeles based actor, writer and producer Ben Solenberger. As a prolific creator, Ben has made four indie features since moving to LA, and he’s currently producing a web series. He was also an invaluable resource for the producing of my most recent short, Rene.

In this interview, Ben explains how living in the political Washington DC area actually inspired his acting career, why Netflix is so the place to be, and his advice for creating your own path in Hollywood
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Quick heads up: this interview includes profanity.

How did you start acting?
I was 13 years old, my parents got divorced and the only answer to understanding life was by doing plays at my community theater in Winchester, Virginia. There I got to meet some terrific actors that mostly worked in Washington DC for the Government. Political scene by day, community theater at night. Watching these 50 and 60 year old men and listening to their stories of how they loved acting and having cigarettes on the balcony before showtime made me say, “I want to do this all the time, not just as a hobby.”

What brought you to Los Angeles?
Ever since I did community theater and was failing out of high school because I just wanted to act, I knew I would move here. Three days after graduating high school, I drove across the country...

The life of an actor can be tough. Have you ever felt like giving up acting?
If anyone ever says no to this question they are a damn liar! Almost every other month for the last 12 years I thought I should give up. It took me almost 8 years before I started making a "living" off this. You live very minimal. But you realize when you're tested at the core, you really want to do this, if in fact, you REALLY WANT TO DO THIS! When I think about giving up, I think about the alternatives and I immediately think, “NOPE this is all I want to do!” The hurt is much better than settling for less.

What keeps you motivated to stay the course in a very challenging/competitive industry?
The ONLY two things that keeps me on course is making and creating ALL my own content! Whether it be a feature film, short, web series, sketch, or what have you! Budget, no budget, it's literally the only thing I can control where I get cast, so %#&! the rest!

Tell me about what you’re working on now.
I'm always working on writing a project for myself. I write for me and the people I know and have met along the way. I currently have a feature I co-wrote with actor Daniel Stern that is being pushed towards development. Nothing or everything could happen. But the fact that this is even in the realm of possible existence is because I committed to three years on and off of writing a feature film I thought was original and marketable.

What are some of your favorite ways to spend your time off?
I honestly just enjoy being alone. I love the time in my apartment catching up on cleaning, planning, cooking for the week. I don't like travel, time with outside influence. Because that requires time and money that I don't want to spend. I like just being in my own existence of the reality I've created.

Who/What inspires you?
The future of streaming content that I believe NETFLIX is responsible [for] makes me very excited for a future that is within reach. The fact a schmuck like me can make a movie that streams across the world without being attached to a major studio or production company means the world to me. Also the opportunity of living in LA and getting to put out offers to AMAZING character actors I love and admire to work alongside them in one of my own projects.

What is your dream role?
This may sound crazy and not possible. But to play, The Phantom in Phantom of the Opera. I saw it on the Kennedy Center in DC with a girl I was so in love with for many years. I bawled like a baby. Then I saw the Gerard Butler film interpretation of the character and I wanted nothing else. I can't sing, but %#&! if I'll let that stop me!

Are there other things you enjoy pursuing?
Writing, producing. Only because it allows me to do what I really love, acting. Anything else is a bullshit waste of time excuse to me standing in the way of why I left my family, friends, life I knew, almost 13 years ago.

Do you have any advice to young creative artists beginning their career?
Absolutely. Don't worry about any advice or bullshit someone like me or someone who has it all offers. Create your own path and do what you want! %#&! the assholes who say, "If there's anything else you could do, do that. Because acting is hard." No %#&!! Pursue it anyway and become a great actor and create your own shit and %#&! anyone who tells you otherwise!

Is there anything you’d like to share that I haven’t asked about?
NEVER NEVER NEVER FORGET, YOU WILL DIE! So give all you got to the thing or things that matter most! Don't live for legacy, or fame! That shit leaves! Ask someone who Janet Leigh or what film won the best Oscar of 1929 (The Grand Hotel) and you'll realize that doesn't last! In 40 years from now, people will ask, "Brad Pitt?" Then a Grandmother ... will explain [the movie] "Seven" and all [Pitt’s other success and that kid won't give a [%#&!] because there [will be] new up and comers or [probably] some type of virtual reality created entity that make these "celebrities" of 2017 as important as Joe Schmo down the street. LIVE FOR YOU!

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Ben Solenberger was born in Winchester, VA and moved to Los Angeles in 2005. He has made four indie features, most recently "Guys and Girls Can't Be Friends" which was distributed in all digital media formats in 2015. He is currently producing a web-series "See Ya" that stars Richard Riehle (Office Space, Grounded for Life) William Katt (The Greatest American Hero) and other recognizable faces. You can follow Ben and get updates on his upcoming projects on Facebook at facebook.com/ben.solenberger.


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I’ve Got Friends In Creative Places: Artist Spotlight on Emily Berry

12/7/2017

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With less than two weeks left in the year, it’s the perfect time to wrap 2017 up with another inspiring creative artist showcase!

This month, I am pleased to share an interview with Los Angeles based actress, voiceover artist and singer Emily Berry. You may know Emily from her work on Brooklyn Nine-Nine, Transparent and Scorpion.

In this interview, Emily discusses her many upcoming projects (including 3 films and a pilot!) and how she replenishes her creativity and motivation during her downtime. She also shares some great advice for an actor that has thought about switching up their medium.


How did you start acting? 
When I was 7 years old, I went to see the muscial “Oliver” at my local community theatre in Jacksonville, Illinois.  There was something so magical about putting on costumes and singing and pretending that was like a beacon. I told my parents afterwards that I wanted to do whatever that was I just saw on stage. To make a long story short, I graduated with a BFA in Musical Theatre from Millikin University in Decatur, IL.

What brought you to Los Angeles? 
I was living in Chicago at the time, and a couple of friends from college had moved out here to LA.  After a slew of unsuccessful musical theatre auditions in Chicago, I thought maybe I’m meant for on camera work instead and came to visit for a week.  I fell in love with the city and knew it’s where I belonged.  I moved here a year later.

The life of an actor can be tough. Have you ever felt like giving up acting? 
Totally.  My husband and I moved to St. Louis, MO in 2008 because the showbiz industry in general was really hurting during the writers' strike.  I was able to pursue artistic endeavors there and really enjoy planting seeds in a new market.  Sharon Tucci, my wonderful agent in STL, was an integral part of opening some doors which led to getting a lot of voiceover work there.  That was an awesome experience - I heard my voice on the radio and local TV, almost ad nauseum!  I also got to perform in some musicals again with a really fun company, New Line Theatre.  Eventually my husband and I knew we had to get back to Los Angeles.  Something very visceral in me knew I wasn’t done pursuing an on-camera career in a larger market, and we really missed the weather, our friends, and the California vibe in general.

What keeps you motivated to stay the course in a very challenging/competitive industry? 
Well, my husband is incredibly supportive, so that’s really helpful to have a spouse who cheers you on and wants to you to succeed.  Also, I had the opportunity to work in the office of a business called Act Now, which was an actor’s workshop studio.  The other actors who worked there were very focused and supportive of each other.  That’s when I realized it’s kind of us against the machine, whereas before I felt like it was just me against...well, everyone.  Having that support system of like-minded folks made a huge difference because it felt like we were all in this kooky business together.  And we all wanted each other to succeed.

Tell me about what you’re working on now.  
I had a busy year!  I have supporting roles in 3 films now in post-production, shot a pilot co-produced by Blumhouse (Get Out, The Purge) two weeks ago and will be making appearances on upcoming episodes of ABC’s Fresh Off the Boat and Code Black on CBS.  Both of those roles were really fun; I’m excited for my friends and fans to see them!

What are some of your favorite ways to spend your time off? 
We have two dogs, Ellie Mae (4) and Murphy (7 months), and they get a lot of my free time to go on walks or to the Laurel Canyon Dog Park.  I also love taking dance classes and going to dinner with friends.  Los Angeles offers some great dining experiences, so I like trying new restaurants or exploring ‘new-to-me’ neighborhoods of the city.   Recently, I purchased a keyboard, so my goal in the new year is to get reacquainted with my old friend, mister 88 keys.

Who/What inspires you? 
Oh gosh.  So many things!  I get inspired watching documentaries, listening to people, both older and younger, talk about their life experiences (veterans, nurses, mechanics...everyone).  Watching people who aren’t actors talk about themselves/lives/family/livelihoods honestly and openly is actually a big part of how I learn nuances for doing in *my* job.  Art of all kinds inspires me as well.  Anytime someone is putting out something really personal, it’s a huge risk.  Folks who show their vulnerability inspire me a lot.  People who push through adversity and fight for what is good is inspiring too.  (See?  I said ‘so many things’ - I wasn’t kidding!)

What is your dream role? 
Probably to be a series regular on a show that really affects people.  Comedy or Drama, doesn’t matter. I love telling inspiring stories and making people laugh, so either would be incredible.

Are there other things you enjoy pursuing? 
When I was younger I loved performing Musical Theatre, but I think my calling turned out to be on-camera work.  You never know, theatre and music is something I can always go back to, should the inspiration strike me.  I also really love coaching actors for auditions.  That’s something I didn’t realize I would enjoy as much as I do, but I get excited with the actor as we make discoveries about the material, so...who knows!

Do you have any advice to young creative artists beginning their career?  
Hmm...well first of all, ya gotta LOVE LOVE LOVE it.  There will be months, years even, that this business does NOT love you back and you have to be prepared for that kind of ride. 

Try not to take notes from acting teachers or directors personally.  You are not standing alone telling this story, there are a BUNCH of people putting this puzzle together, so being a diva about your ‘choices’ serves no one.  You are ONE piece of several, sometimes 100+ pieces and everyone’s job is important. 

Learn as much as you can and be brutally honest with yourself when your work needs something different.  I’ve been in classes of various types (improv, on-camera, scene study, commercial technique) non-stop since moving back to Los Angeles 7 years ago.  Being a sponge for the information and pushing through the tough lessons without giving up has been key. 

BreakTHROUGHS don’t happen for me without a good old fashioned breakDOWN every now and then.  You have to be ok with leaning into the uncomfortability of a new frontier (like a different genre or a challenging character), give yourself permission to BE IN PROCESS, and ENJOY the process.  Results will come, but you have to put in the work first.  As my current acting teacher, Christinna Chauncey, says  “The work is the work is the work is the work.”  Boy is she right.

Is there anything you’d like to share that I haven’t asked about?   Well, I’m a daddy’s girl.  I’m really excited about the possibility of being involved in a project that gets nominated for an award someday so I can take my father on the red carpet. 

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For updates on Emily and her acting career, follow her on Facebook and Instagram.


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I’ve Got Friends In Creative Places: Artist Spotlight on Heather Dowling

10/13/2017

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I don’t know about you, but I love hearing what makes other creative artists tick. So, over the next few months, I am going to showcase some of the very talented people I am honored to know to see what they’re up to in their careers, what inspires and motivates them, and how they handle life’s bumps in the road.

This month, I am pleased to share an interview with Los Angeles based actress and writer Heather Dowling. Heather’s one woman show Unemployed. Finally. was just a part of the Los Angeles Women's Theatre Festival in March. Heather discusses how the show came to fruition, what she looks for in a dream role and some powerful advice for any artist today.



How did you start acting?
Being unemployed. I know it sounds crazy, but I found myself moving to LA for my husband’s job, and as a result, unemployed for the first time since the age of 14. Acting and writing was something I always wanted to do, but was convinced it was “unrealistic” as a career by the time I graduated from high school. It became a “hobby” in my 20’s - regional theater and classes.

What brought you to LA?
Well, my husband worked in television and was ready to take his career to the next level. Within a year of being in LA, I was in my first stage play and it was like I was home. I’ve been full speed ahead with my acting career ever since.

The life of an actor can be tough. Have you ever felt like giving up acting?
Of course! People talk all the time about how tough breaking into acting  is, how steep the odds are, and all of that NOISE, the noise about being “realistic” can really make it feel impossible and pointless. But, I know it’s possible. How? Well, other people do it. So, it’s possible. That’s not to diminish how incredibly challenging it is and the focus it takes, BUT it IS possible.

What keeps you motivated to stay the course in a very challenging/competitive industry?
I have done a LOT of personal development training which has given me a powerful way to relate to the rejection and uncertainty of it all. I also surround myself with actors who are always learning, and always looking to empower themselves and others. I do my best to avoid those who indulge in the conversation “this is so hard.” I have many incredible actor/writer friends and coaches who help keep my mind straight, for sure. Oh, and I look for ways to CREATE work for myself, to pull working relationships toward me and create my own content so I’m not just waiting for “permission” from someone else to perform or to write.

Tell me about this one woman show you wrote and performed all over the country.
It all started during a conversation with my husband and brother-in-law at a gastro pub when we moved to LA. I kept saying, “I’m unemployed. For the first time since...14! What now?” As we talked and joked about the more than 30 jobs I’d had over the course of my life. My brother-in-law (knowing my past-life dream of being an actress and a writer) said, “You could write a really funny one-woman show about all the crazy jobs you’ve had!” I thought he was nuts.

But then, 2 years later  with the help of my coach and director, Jessica Lynn Johnson, Unemployed. Finally. premiered at the 2015 Hollywood Fringe Festival. I sold-out 6 performances, took home the Encore Producers' Award and was nominated for Best Solo-Performance - out of more than 80 solo-shows. Thanks to my success at Fringe, Unemployed. Finally. made it all the way to 42nd Street, New York City for United Solo in 2016. I was then invited to perform in the 24th Annual LA Women's Theatre Festival in 2017. I was also invited to bring the show - and all 39 characters -  to the Cake Batter's Funny Women Festival at iO West, the Spotlight Series at Theatre Unleashed and Whitefire Theatre's 6th Annual Solofest. It’s been an incredible ride! Writing and performing my own solo show gave me such confidence in my performing and auditions. It has made all the difference in my career so far.

What are you working on now?
I’m writing another solo-show called Fertile: A Conversation About the Expectation of Pro-Creation. It’s been percolating in my brain for a long time, and I’m excited to be performing a 10-minute excerpt at the Soaring Solo Student Showcase on Oct. 16th at 7:00 pm at the Whitefire Theatre in Sherman Oaks. (Find tickets and more info here.) Eight other solo performers will be sharing moments from their shows, too.

What are some of your favorite ways to spend your time off?
I LOVE good food and good wine - discovering new places to have both is my favorite hobby. I also think karaoke is a lot of fun and I LOVE NFL football.

Who/What inspires you?
Boy, that list is LONG - people in my life and people in our collective history - so many! I do have to say, though, I am inspired daily by my fellow actors, writers, creators. I’m amazed at their resiliency, their resourcefulness and I’m thankful to have them beside me, sharing the ride.

What is your dream role?
Hmmm...so many good ones. I love Vera Farmiga in Up in the Air, Connie Britton in Friday Night Lights, Rhea Seehorn in Better Call Saul, and almost anything Tina Fey does. I love grounded, strong, witty women. Even better if they have something to fight for. (Do you need me to be grammar conscious with these answers? Fail.)

Are there other things you enjoy pursuing?
The biggest thing for me lately is developing new habits to take care of myself and my body for the “long haul”. I’m an MS patient; I play 35-42 years old and this career has a visual component, so I need to keep developing good, permanent habits. Not JUST for the looks, but to stay vital.

Anything else you’d like to add?
Whatever you’ve done so far, whatever’s happened, whatever you’ve decided about what is and is not possible for your life - none of that matters now. As long as we’re breathing, we have a chance to make new choices, to reconcile with the past, to challenge ourselves and invite change to create a life we love.

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For more information about Heather, please visit her website at www.heatherdowling.com, and you can keep up with her on Instagram and on Twitter at @SaysHeather. You can get all the info on her October 16th performance and purchase tickets by clicking here.


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My Magnetic Force

4/28/2017

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Today, I want to feel magnetic! 

Wow, I never thought I would say those words.  That word, magnetic, felt like someone or something I could never be.  Well, that all changed as a result of Dallas Travers’ latest workshop, Acting 180. 

At the top of the workshop, she had us pick a word that we’d like to feel for the day and I chose magnetic.  Mostly because I wanted to challenge myself to feel something that felt so foreign to me, but also because I thought it would be incredible if I could have this feeling at my fingertips or in my heart, as the case may be.  

Magnetic was the exact right word to choose!  Once I got over my embarrassment about first, wanting to feel this way and second, never really feeling this way (ever!) I stepped into an overwhelming sense of empowerment.  For the first time in a very long time, I simultaneously experienced and came to understand that feeling magnetic was really just a choice.  I could step in and out of this feeling almost by snapping my fingers. 

Dallas reminded us to choose each day how we’d like to feel and let our actions flow from that feeling.  On the days that I have chosen to feel magnetic (and there have been quite a few lately) reaching out to people who in the past I thought were out of my league became easier.  With this new-found ability to experience magnetism in the moment, the feelings of inadequacy have been kept at bay.  Now this is not a magic bullet that turns everything golden.  I still have my bad days and moments, but I much more easily regroup and move forward, instead of stewing in my own juices.   

During recent auditions and classes, I have been trying on this magnetic feeling.  Once almost paralyzed by fear walking into those rooms, I now feel a sense of independence and confidence.  I feel complete and able to handle whatever is thrown my way, without a sense of arrogance or entitlement.  I can truly be in service, which is why I act in the first place.  To share my stories with the world, so I can provoke, inspire and educate.

This workshop is just one of the many services Dallas offers through the Thriving Artist Circle.  She has a wealth of knowledge about marketing for actors and coaches.  I encourage you to check her out at the Thriving Artist Circle.

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My New Miracle Morning Ritual

3/31/2017

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For the past few months, I’ve been waking up early, and it’s changed my life!  I was very skeptical at the start but eager to see some specific changes in my life which I hadn’t been able to accomplish yet.  In a serendipitous Facebook post, I learned about The Miracle Morning by Hal Elrod.  I started listening to the book on Audible and, one by one, uncovered all the components of The Miracle Morning.
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 There are six pieces to this first hour of the day, each lasting 10 minutes: meditation, affirmations, journaling, visualizing, reading and exercise.  

As you might have guessed, the first feat is getting up early.  Hal gives some suggestions about how to make this happen, like brushing your teeth and/or drinking a glass a water immediately after getting up.  These suggestions helped, and I was able to shuffle my way (albeit, still half asleep) to begin meditating in the early morning darkness.  

While I enjoy meditating for brief periods, the affirmations are what really helped me to create the most change in my life.  Hal also guided me through how to write them.  With his tips, my lack-luster affirmation, “I am calm.” became:

“I release the limiting belief that I have to do everything right now.  I am smart, wise and capable of prioritizing the events of my life.  I trust myself!  In an effort to eventually (and most efficiently) get all that I want to accomplish done, I engage in the following activities:”

After this, I listed the actions I would take to fulfill this affirmation.  I then spent time visualizing myself doing those very things, as well as journaling about them.  

This was a very powerful combination for me.  It led to me not only accomplishing more but also allowing more lucrative professional contracts to come my way.  The road has been a little steeper with my acting career and craft; however, with my previous successes under my belt, I continue to plug away morning after morning, knowing success is right around the corner. And as an added bonus, I’ve been using the 10 minutes of reading time to continue my pursuit of learning Spanish.  

I have to admit I sometimes do skip on the exercise, but the mornings I do get it in, I definitely feel more alive.  

Last but not least, on those days when you’re crunched for time or just can’t pull yourself out of bed, The Miracle Morning can be done in 6 minutes.  Instead of the typical 10 minutes per component, you just spend 1 minute on each.  I found this to be incredibly helpful, especially when feeling guilty for not getting up earlier.  I can still start my day on a positive note!  

If you’d like to check it out, here’s the website - The Miracle Morning - and you can find the audio book here. It may just change your life.  I’d love to hear your thoughts if you choose to give this a try! 

What's New?

Drum roll, please... I'm very excited to share with you my new reel, filled with some of my favorite new roles to play from the past year.


“Always remember that where you are is a result of who you were,
but where you go depends entirely on who you choose to be,
from this moment on.” 
-- Hal Elrod
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Little Moments...

2/28/2017

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     As we continue our journey through 2017, let’s continue to remember to routinely take time to search out and spot little moments of happiness.  As I’m sure you’re acutely aware, there's lots for us to worry about, obsess about and just plain scream about!  While I’m sure we’ll do our fair share of that, remember to also look for the funny, the happy, the joyous!  
    In an effort to support this endeavor, here’s a video to check out from one of my favorite kids...Kid President!                

​20 Things We Should Say More Often



What's New?

I had the opportunity to work my inspiring classmate, Bonnie Sludikoff,  from my solo class last week  We work on an innovative script she wrote and filmed it against a green screen.  Instead of the director moving the camera, we moved our ourselves within the space for the different shots.  It was a challenge to keep the script fresh and new for each take, but I am eager to see the result.  Here’s some behind the scenes photos to check out, as we await the footage.


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"Many persons have a wrong idea of what constitutes true happiness. It is not attained through self-gratification but through fidelity to a worthy purpose." -- Helen Keller

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Happiness Is The New Buzzword For 2017... Are You Ready?

1/31/2017

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Happy New Year!

 Can you believe it? 2017 is here and it seems as though many of us are feeling a variety of emotions as we usher in a new year and adjust to a new president. While it's very easy to do, we can tend to focus on how terrible things are, which brings us more of the same and causes our stress level to skyrocket.  What if we took a few moments out each day to try and find a happier spin on life?  Maybe the future wouldn’t appear so dark and we could actually find more to giggle about.Here let’s try. Video on the link below and take a moment to view The Secrets of Happiness.

Happy viewing!




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What's New? 

Been spending some time updating my reel. Click the link for a preview of a short clip. Enjoy!

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